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<blockquote data-quote="Kjs" data-source="post: 26249"><p>I know all of this is true. I miss difficult child, I want to be there, but end up saying things and we both cry. I don't have the energy to get up. I have been seeing a therapist twice now. Mostly discussed difficult child. I am seeing a psychiatric. today. Only, I need some awful strong drug to make it stop hurting. Don't know how I will ever stop hurting or be happy. I can go out for a walk, sometimes middle of the night, sometimes middle of the day. Then I feel so guilty for leaving difficult child when he is home. so I go back and we fight and we cry and husband yells at me. I can go walk, and I can go to the gym. I just do not have the desire to do so. All I know is if I shut the door and sleep, it doesn't hurt.</p><p>Again this morning difficult child didn't go online. I called. Within 5 minutes we were both crying. I had to take a break and go for a ride. Called him back with the intention of telling him I love him, but he didn't answer. So, called his cell phone. He answered that but was crying very hard. And ofcourse at this point husband calls the house and he puts me down and answers that and I am sure I will get yelled at by husband tonight. Wish I could afford a hotel, then wouldn't have to get yelled at, and would not be yelling. Thanks for your advice. I believe it is just me. So, if I go away, the issues will to.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Kjs, post: 26249"] I know all of this is true. I miss difficult child, I want to be there, but end up saying things and we both cry. I don't have the energy to get up. I have been seeing a therapist twice now. Mostly discussed difficult child. I am seeing a psychiatric. today. Only, I need some awful strong drug to make it stop hurting. Don't know how I will ever stop hurting or be happy. I can go out for a walk, sometimes middle of the night, sometimes middle of the day. Then I feel so guilty for leaving difficult child when he is home. so I go back and we fight and we cry and husband yells at me. I can go walk, and I can go to the gym. I just do not have the desire to do so. All I know is if I shut the door and sleep, it doesn't hurt. Again this morning difficult child didn't go online. I called. Within 5 minutes we were both crying. I had to take a break and go for a ride. Called him back with the intention of telling him I love him, but he didn't answer. So, called his cell phone. He answered that but was crying very hard. And ofcourse at this point husband calls the house and he puts me down and answers that and I am sure I will get yelled at by husband tonight. Wish I could afford a hotel, then wouldn't have to get yelled at, and would not be yelling. Thanks for your advice. I believe it is just me. So, if I go away, the issues will to. [/QUOTE]
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