I realize I dont have a right to be mad but still I am mad. More and more Billie and Jamie are getting on my nerves. I am seeing them as less than easy child status. LOL. Maybe not anyway difficult child...well...I could probably vote for difficult child in some ways but they are grown. I had begged...pleaded, practically got on my knees and grovelled...for them to add the name Scott to this baby's name in some way. When Cory had his baby he was not allowed to even be in on the process of naming her at all...not even his last name. He says if he has another child and its a boy he is naming it a Jr. Ok...cant blame him there. And I would shut up to Jamie if he was naming his a Jr. but he isnt. When Jamie and Billie had Hailie, Jamie didnt have a say in naming her, Hailie has Billie's middle name (jean) and her first name sounds an awful lot like mommy's dont ya think? Even the spelling is unique. Well when they found out this one was going to be a boy, I asked Jamie if he would add Scott as a middle name. Jamie wanted Laylon as a first name...he has always wanted a boy named Laylon. At first, Jamie said no, he wanted it to be Laylon Anthony. I pouted. I was like...good lord Jamie dont we have enough Anthony's in the family? (Both Jamie and his dad are Anthony) Then Billie threw a fit and said the baby had to be Micheal Laylon. Ok...I said couldnt he have three names? Micheal Laylon Scott. Really....only the family would really know because on most documents you dont get that far! There is only room for one middle name. Jamie said he would talk it over with her and see if they could think about it. Well I talked with Billie last night. She said no...she put it off on Jamie and said if they decided to have three names it would be Anthony Laylon Micheal. Definitely no Scott! Why wont they even do this one thing for me? Scott is so important to me. Its not like I can have another one. And they wont have another one. I am so mad. Again...this will keep me from being close to yet another one of their kids because they do something to tick me off. Why do that? I mean...I could have died last year...her mother did die last year! Its not like I am asking to name the kid some really odd name. Its Scott. Its my middle name. Its my mothers maiden name. It means something to me. Could they not just be nice? And yes, I realize it is up to them and I have no right to even be upset but I am.