husband has been out of a job for almost 2 months. Tonight I asked him how many jobs he has applied for. I was totally stunned when he said 10 or 15 TOTAL. If I could work there would have been 10 or 15 per week. He KNOWS this. We talked about it. He asked me to TRUST him, to let him work with the job coach and let her handle the daily stuff with him. Then tonight I find he is only talking to her maybe once a week or TWO. He is napping most days for 3-4 hours. After thank you gets home from school husband plays computer games and chats on facebook. He HAS reconnected with some old friends. One of them IS good at helping others find jobs but has NEVER been willing to do that for husband. So now husband is wanting to RELY on this guy for a job. I don't get it. I am just really really really scared. We have few resources esp since my health tanked. I can only do so much, but I feel so let down and betrayed. Once again he is waiting for a job to drift down from the heavens. Or for the Job Fairy to deliver one under his pillow or something. It seems every time I trust him with something like this I get betrayed. This time seems worse than usual. Why do I keep trusting him? Why? I love him, but right now I could also hate him. Mostly for lying to me about the whole thing.