I am so very tired of the battle with difficult child. husband has already given up on her. I just cannot do that. But, I cannot let her I am going/not going take over anymore. I really want to just throw the towel in and say fine don't go to school, I don't care, but where does that leave us? A kid that doesn't care, and ends up flunking out. Then what? husband has already said that she will not be living here after she is 18 if she continues this. Why won't she tell me what is going on? All she keeps saying is that she wants to go to the other school. She cannot seem to understand that no school is going to take her now. 1) the year is almost over, 2) they are not going to want to take a kids with all of these issues! I hate this so much. I feel like she is slipping back into the depression again. And, financially we cannot afford to send her inpatient again. We have used all of our savings and more to do what we have already done. Sorry for the rambling. I just do not know where to turn. She was supposed to have a therapist appointment. yesterday, but it was cancelled because therapist went home sick. It has been 3 weeks since she has gone and man can I tell!! I need her back in there every week. I thought we could do every other, but that can't happen right now. Not that we can afford that either. She is out of network, so we need to pay $85 every week!! I am totally out of money, and I know we still do not come close to qualifying for help. Please pretzel rattle and pray that she will go into school for 3rd class like she said she would.