The rain is gone... Ok so everything isn't ALL better but I DID finally get my medications (Vistaril, Wellbutrin & Lamictal) on Friday. Then over the weekend I sat down to read a book a good friend had given me months ago, The Secret, not expecting it to be that significant (although my friend still swears by it, guess that should've been my clue). I wish I would have read this book months ago when I got it, it's incredible!! I am already familiar with the theory of getting back what you put out as far as bad energy and good energy goes.....I don't think I've said this on this site yet and I HOPE I don't get any nasty feedback from it but we are Wiccan and strongly believe that when you put out good thoughts and energy that's what you get back and vice versa. However, like most people I was not practicing the principles of my religion ALL the time in everything I do.....until I read this book. If you have not read it you really need to, it is non-denominational but very spiritual and regardless of what you believe it WILL move you.....it is also in movie form for the non-readers. Last night I made husband, who is a non-reader, watch the movie (it's on Netflix by the way under faith & spirituality) husband tried to balk at it and dismiss it at first, but by the end of the movie he was all excited and spouting off about how he was going to change everything. easy child 2 watched it with us as well, and TOOK NOTES!! She has also been all excited about the possibilities. All three of us have already put the theory to work and it really works. Today alone, hubby got a call to do some side work for a large sum of money, and drove for 5 miles (on dead tags ) with a state trooper behind him while he was visualizing that the trooper would keep going when he turned, and he did! easy child 2 focused on the boy she likes and he gave her his number out of the blue today LoL and I've just had an all around great day which is highly unusual. Too bad difficult child doesn't get the concept, I tried. So, bottom line; if you haven't read the book or watched the movie you should & trust me you too will be calling everyone you know insisting that they do the same.