OK so I haven't really posted about K too much because well, she isn't doing well... same old story... she is up to 100mg Topamax, and still at 200mg Lamictal. Yeah I know I don't think these are the medications for here or the right combo. I would like to revisit Trileptal maybe with Abilify and the go for the big guns... Oh NO the Ones that require Blood draws!!! But we will wait until we get to Tucson... Anyway I am waiting my talk with psychiatrist this week, or not... she is starting to lie, to take things... very oppositional. She is changing again. So far I don't really see much from the Topamax... besides her acting dopey. So her sensory issues have been getting worse for about 2 months now, pre-Dopamax. So this I bought them this cereal Annies Honey Bunnies!!! It is yummy!!! and cute!!! the box has puzzles... she loves it. Oh but it has hearts in it! So I poured her a bowl of it... with her usual medley of various other cereals in it... she doesn't sugar cereal... unless they are organic and natural. So she starts yelling at me..."I can' eat this it has hearts in it" Well who knew... I seriously could not talk her out of it, she will not eat it. Had to get her a new bowl, sans Honey Bunnies... She has also been Obsessing about "Animalia" they had a wonderful cartoon based on the book the other day... from Australia... Well she got the book out and wrote a not to the Lions asking if she could come live there... Now she has been yelling at me this morning saying I did something wrong because they have not come to get her... So she is trying to draw a hole so she can go through it and get into their world and leave here.... she keeps talking to them in the book.... she is very mad. When I tried to "reason" LOL with her she got more agitated at me. Now she is cleaning 2 wrenches with windex and Happy as can be, mad 3 minute ago..... But she is perfectly normal!!!! HMMM So now I do the eggshell walk about school,,, she is supposed to go in about 1 1/2 hour. I am giving her her space right now. if I am in the room with her but not engaging her, it seems to help. We are in my "new" office, I stole husband office!!! He has one in town and one in Chicago!!! Uh what about me and all of the bills and the kids medical stuff etc... Oh no.... she is back to the "Animalia" Gotta go we are on a journey upstairs.... I will update later... we also have Horse therapy later. N is at school, husband is gone for the day. So just me and K. We are looking at the Complete medication wash if the Topamax doesn't start working soon.... for our visit to new psychiatrist in Feb/March... This would be under a doctor's care.