Abbey
Spork Queen
The last few days/months have been nothing short of heck. I get up every morning thinking it's going to be a better day, but it doesn't seem to happen. I wish for nothing more than to go to bed at night. No heathcare, so don't even suggest. Don't have the money to pay it out of private funds.
Today, after listening to husband gripe about my job (hey...I'll take any job now), he is sick. Now, in 17 years he has never complained about being sick, so I am sure he is. I come home to a house that is completely trashed. I am too exhausted to clean up.
I go to work. Work all day, then decide to stop by Taco Bell for one simple taco. As I'm searching for a dollar in change in my purse...I do a one mile an hour hit into the car in front of me in the drive through. GEEZ!!
I'm dying here. I can't seem to do anything right. husband will be furious. I haven't told him yet.
I'm still nursing a broken nose, hand and knee from a previous violent incident (can't go into, but not husband involved.). My nose has never really healed, the hand had a nice bone poking out and my knee has a good 2X2 inch scar. It's a daily reminder of the event.
I don't know how much more I can take. I'm not a bad person and I know depression is HUGE. The car accident just really sealed it for me. No damage to my car, and minimal to the other. It's just the thing that this happened now. Can I get a break???
Sorry...just having a personal pity party.
Abbey
Today, after listening to husband gripe about my job (hey...I'll take any job now), he is sick. Now, in 17 years he has never complained about being sick, so I am sure he is. I come home to a house that is completely trashed. I am too exhausted to clean up.
I go to work. Work all day, then decide to stop by Taco Bell for one simple taco. As I'm searching for a dollar in change in my purse...I do a one mile an hour hit into the car in front of me in the drive through. GEEZ!!
I'm dying here. I can't seem to do anything right. husband will be furious. I haven't told him yet.
I'm still nursing a broken nose, hand and knee from a previous violent incident (can't go into, but not husband involved.). My nose has never really healed, the hand had a nice bone poking out and my knee has a good 2X2 inch scar. It's a daily reminder of the event.
I don't know how much more I can take. I'm not a bad person and I know depression is HUGE. The car accident just really sealed it for me. No damage to my car, and minimal to the other. It's just the thing that this happened now. Can I get a break???
Sorry...just having a personal pity party.
Abbey