as he's gone. He's in the Corps. I posted at Christmas that he was on suicide watch because he'd been burning himself. He called a week later and his cell phone was broke, but he sounded better than the Christmas call. He called again Saturday and sounded *ok*. I didn't bring up the suicide watch or ask any leading questions. I can't do anything, so I'm not even sure I want to know. His girlfriend called me last night. She said his mood has been so up and down. She also asked if I knew what happened to the phone. He won't tell her anymore than it got "broken with a broom". We both suspect he just smashed it. I guess way down in my gut, I am worried about him. Life is so much easier with him safely in the barracks in CA, but I just can't help but wonder how good its really going and how things will go when he's not under someone's gaurd all the time. Thanks for listening. Now maybe I can get on with my day.