because it makes no sense to be surrounded by this level of crazy at all times! It must be me....I must be the crazy one and I must be interpreting the universe in a bizarre way....that is the only thing that makes sense any more. Sister #1 rarely speaks to me. Last time she did (several months ago) it was to give me the date for her wedding. Told me all about this wonderful outdoor autumn wedding she was planning. I told her it sounded wonderful - I promised to be there - I wrote it on my calendar. Today, Sister #2 told me that she is looking forward to Sister #1's formal summer wedding. What? Evidently, my information is completely wrong. She not getting married outdoors and she's definitely not getting married in the fall. Talked to my mother the other day - she talks about being lonely and depressed and she never has time to see anybody. Then I find out that Mom just spent an entire week at Sister #2's house. And this weekend, she is visiting with Sister #1s family. So I guess the only person she doesn't have time to "see" is me! I'm starting to think that *I* must be the difficult child of the family and that my relatives are making excuses to avoid me... Either that, or I am just a HUGE loser.