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Today I'm tired of spinning everything around to see the blessings. I am practicing acceptance till I'm blue in the face but right now I just want to throttle husband.
He's in one of his "sunshine" moods (insert major sarcasm here). His typical MO is to just be pissy and mope around with a sense of resentment. If you ask, nothing is wrong. After a while he started venting about how everything is my fault. difficult child isn't aspergers, I'm just looking for an excuse for behaviors that i don't want to deal with. He's overweight because I don't make him get out more, he and his friend that he's playing with today are too loud and wild and I'm not parenting enough. Well I just let him had it. Told him to step off his sanctimonious high horse because he is part of the problem. If he thinks manster needs exercise why doesn't he get off his patooti while I'm killing myself getting the house cleaned and going to the grocery store. I told him he needs a meeting. I'm not supposed to say stuff like that because it's taking his inventory but I've had it.
He just has a way of going for those areas of vulnerability, going straight for the juglar, you know? I just want to get away as far as possible because his energy is so dark, vindictive and ugly.
I feel very fragile and tired. I'm doing the best I can. Not perfect, no, and a little more help and less criticism would be a dream come true.
ML
He's in one of his "sunshine" moods (insert major sarcasm here). His typical MO is to just be pissy and mope around with a sense of resentment. If you ask, nothing is wrong. After a while he started venting about how everything is my fault. difficult child isn't aspergers, I'm just looking for an excuse for behaviors that i don't want to deal with. He's overweight because I don't make him get out more, he and his friend that he's playing with today are too loud and wild and I'm not parenting enough. Well I just let him had it. Told him to step off his sanctimonious high horse because he is part of the problem. If he thinks manster needs exercise why doesn't he get off his patooti while I'm killing myself getting the house cleaned and going to the grocery store. I told him he needs a meeting. I'm not supposed to say stuff like that because it's taking his inventory but I've had it.
He just has a way of going for those areas of vulnerability, going straight for the juglar, you know? I just want to get away as far as possible because his energy is so dark, vindictive and ugly.
I feel very fragile and tired. I'm doing the best I can. Not perfect, no, and a little more help and less criticism would be a dream come true.
ML