I spoke with a therapist today for about 10-15 minutes on the phone. I have an appointment for Thursday. She was going to be off that day, but it's the only day next week that I don't have a doctor's appointment. I *really* like her. She reminds me a lot - in her ideology - of Wynter's former therapist that I clicked so well with and who was so incredibly helpful (I met with her individually a few times). I'm so relieved I cried. They don't do any insurance billing. They charge $50/hour which is about half of the going rate, but she said they can probably get me some scholarship funds. I really think she is going to be incredibly helpful. I'm so relieved that...I just have no words. Thank you, everyone, for all of your support. I know I've leaned on you a lot and I'm so grateful that you all are here.