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<blockquote data-quote="GuideMe" data-source="post: 642688" data-attributes="member: 18233"><p>Thank You pasajes. I won't act out on any impulses, that's one of the main reasons I left. I had to get out of there. All this stress and pressure, especially for the last five years has reeked havoc on my mental health. You'd be very surprise how well I kept it together under the duress I have been under. I don't think anyone could have gotten through what I have been through in the last five years, not to mention the last five years before then. I am very surprised I haven't completely lost it a long time ago. I truly understand your worry, I do and no doubt, a manic episode I am experiencing , except it's coming from the outside. Since I have left, I felt so much better, away from that nightmare, however, the feeling is dampened with knowing I have to go back, and one of the main reasons is because of my dog who is staying with my neighbor. My dog is putting me in quite a bad predicament, I can't help but to feel quite resentful at times that my dog is holding my entire life back right at this current time, especially when I desperately, desperately, desperately need to get out of here. If it wasn't for my dog, I would have had the courage to completely leave and never come back for the first time ever. It was the first time ever that I have left town. The very first time ever. but I love her very much and could never give her away. Giving her away is just not an option period.</p><p></p><p>Tonight is my last night at the hotel and I hit the road in the morning after check out. I will be going back to my original home town, where I was born and raised, and staying with a friend who thank god i have right now. I will most likely be staying there for two weeks and praying to God , that even though I don't have the funds, that God lets me find a place up there so I don't have to come back. I could move in with my friend, but she don't like dogs, hence my predicament. Hopefully God throws me a bone and works something out for me and my dog.</p><p></p><p>I'll be ok Pasajes, I promise I won't act out on any impulses. And I'm already ten steps ahead of you, I have scheduled an appointment with my old therapist while I am visiting, thanks to all of you guys for pushing me.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="GuideMe, post: 642688, member: 18233"] Thank You pasajes. I won't act out on any impulses, that's one of the main reasons I left. I had to get out of there. All this stress and pressure, especially for the last five years has reeked havoc on my mental health. You'd be very surprise how well I kept it together under the duress I have been under. I don't think anyone could have gotten through what I have been through in the last five years, not to mention the last five years before then. I am very surprised I haven't completely lost it a long time ago. I truly understand your worry, I do and no doubt, a manic episode I am experiencing , except it's coming from the outside. Since I have left, I felt so much better, away from that nightmare, however, the feeling is dampened with knowing I have to go back, and one of the main reasons is because of my dog who is staying with my neighbor. My dog is putting me in quite a bad predicament, I can't help but to feel quite resentful at times that my dog is holding my entire life back right at this current time, especially when I desperately, desperately, desperately need to get out of here. If it wasn't for my dog, I would have had the courage to completely leave and never come back for the first time ever. It was the first time ever that I have left town. The very first time ever. but I love her very much and could never give her away. Giving her away is just not an option period. Tonight is my last night at the hotel and I hit the road in the morning after check out. I will be going back to my original home town, where I was born and raised, and staying with a friend who thank god i have right now. I will most likely be staying there for two weeks and praying to God , that even though I don't have the funds, that God lets me find a place up there so I don't have to come back. I could move in with my friend, but she don't like dogs, hence my predicament. Hopefully God throws me a bone and works something out for me and my dog. I'll be ok Pasajes, I promise I won't act out on any impulses. And I'm already ten steps ahead of you, I have scheduled an appointment with my old therapist while I am visiting, thanks to all of you guys for pushing me. [/QUOTE]
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