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<blockquote data-quote="GuideMe" data-source="post: 642706" data-attributes="member: 18233"><p>It's half of what you just said and half of getting away from toxic people who truly cause me a lot of damage. Unfortunately I don't have all the funds in the world to get that best or consistent help and I don't have the funds to move wherever I like. I have to deal with reality here. And right now, I need to feel safe and away from the most toxic of people. You said you read my post passjess, than you would see what I have been dealing with down here, it's a very volitale situation. After thinking about it, back in my hometown, there were a lot of people who hurt me pretty bad, but <strong><em>nothing</em></strong> like it is down here. Trust me on that one. Up there, I can avoid the people who I don't want to be around much, much, MUCH easier than I can down here. I have more control. When I lived in my hometown, my daughter was a kid, now that she is grown, I will have more freedom than ever. All in all, while it's not the best of places for my PTSD, it's the best option I have available. So if an opportunity comes up while I'm up there, because my friend wants me to move up there so she will help me if she can and I will take it. If nothing comes up, I'm stuck back in the fifth circle of hell for a little while longer until I can figure something else out. </p><p></p><p>P.S. also, if the stress of leaving alleviates some of the problems caused by my mental illness, I could start working again and there are amazing job opportunities up there in my hometown, where as down here are very bad. It's a very poor town. I made a lot of connections back in the day when I had my career and have great references as well. If I get a good job, that means I will get good health insurance which means I can get the help I need. So all in all, it's the best move for me.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="GuideMe, post: 642706, member: 18233"] It's half of what you just said and half of getting away from toxic people who truly cause me a lot of damage. Unfortunately I don't have all the funds in the world to get that best or consistent help and I don't have the funds to move wherever I like. I have to deal with reality here. And right now, I need to feel safe and away from the most toxic of people. You said you read my post passjess, than you would see what I have been dealing with down here, it's a very volitale situation. After thinking about it, back in my hometown, there were a lot of people who hurt me pretty bad, but [B][I]nothing[/I][/B] like it is down here. Trust me on that one. Up there, I can avoid the people who I don't want to be around much, much, MUCH easier than I can down here. I have more control. When I lived in my hometown, my daughter was a kid, now that she is grown, I will have more freedom than ever. All in all, while it's not the best of places for my PTSD, it's the best option I have available. So if an opportunity comes up while I'm up there, because my friend wants me to move up there so she will help me if she can and I will take it. If nothing comes up, I'm stuck back in the fifth circle of hell for a little while longer until I can figure something else out. P.S. also, if the stress of leaving alleviates some of the problems caused by my mental illness, I could start working again and there are amazing job opportunities up there in my hometown, where as down here are very bad. It's a very poor town. I made a lot of connections back in the day when I had my career and have great references as well. If I get a good job, that means I will get good health insurance which means I can get the help I need. So all in all, it's the best move for me. [/QUOTE]
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