I don't know if this is the right place for this but I know you all will tell me the truth. I too have a Difficult Child but this is not about him. I have a long history of depression, non-functional for six years that ended last year. And I took Klonopin for anxiety and panic attacks for 17 years. I have been off of the Klonopin for 2 years now. That being said, there are 2 women that I talked to on the phone everyday. Once every few days would suffice as there is never much to say. They call me multiple times a day, all hours of the night, KNOWING that I have insomnia and that if I get woke up I can't go back to sleep. They get mad if I try to end the call and they think it's too soon. If I don't answer the phone when they call but call them back later, I get the 3rd degree. Since stopping the Klonopin, I try to limit the stress where I can......so a few months ago I'd had enough. I stopped answering the phone to both of them. They still continue to call and I continue to ignore them both. I feel SOOOOO guilty! Even my mother says I should call (one of them even called my mother!). I fel guilty but thinking about talking to them nearly gives me a panic attack. SO....am I being ugly? Selfish? Otherwise terrible? Please tell me what you all think.