Yesterday with the storms and what not I was already running on low energy. I try to stay optimistic and purky no matter what happens, but my patience was very thin. So here's what happened. As I said yesterday my son (2) has been sick the last few days. Just like other children they get clingy and whiney. I went out on carpool to pick up the girls. Once there they got in the car and turtle was running FULL steam ahead. When she does this it literally wears me out just to listen to her. Since she has these issues I have to chose smaller settings to take them too with simple chores like grocery shopping. Well we went into Winn Dixie and just getting out of the car it started. She got out running and jumping around and literally slammed the buggy into my car. (UGH) Into the store I'm starring at my phone for my list and she's touching, jumping, talking/yelling and I'm standing in produce trying to get my salad and thats when strangers just start that STARE. I WANT TO SMACK them when they do that. ITs like they are assuming and summing up how bad of a parent you must be because your child can't control themself. So I bent down and told her to tone it down that she needed to stop and lookk at her conduct. She got quiet for a few minutes and I headed out to check out. Once in line I was checking out and she started the jumping touching yelling blah blah and I literally LOST IT. I screamed, as loud as I could, TO STOP! I kept saying STOP STOP STOP and the cashier just looked at me. By this point I am completely humiliated, crying and just trying to throw the freaking groceries in the buggy. I got out to the car and was crying so uncontrollably I couldn't stop. Lord its like if I can't control myself 24/7 how can I help her?! I am completely embarassed.