I posted Thurs. that his labs were clean.... Well, I was called to come pick up my difficult child from the social event associated with his recovery school last night. He was high. He had also provided another student drugs as well. I have not spoken to the director of the program yet, but after the stunts he pulled there just weeks ago, narrowly avoiding expulsion, I know he wont be allowed back without treatment. At that time, the director said if he completes treatment again he would be welcomed back. Hes 1 credit away from a diploma!!!!!! In the car on the way home, I asked him if he wanted to live like this the rest of his life? He couldn't answer me. (Of course being high didn't help) He wanted me to drop him off on the side of the road. My hubby and I took shifts watching him last night, due to his attempted suicide last Sept when he felt this hopeless. I'm devastated. He is obviously still very sick. This morning we are trying to find out if there is a bed at his former rehab. +Finding out if hes even interested in treatment or if he wants us to help him find a shelter. We have to follow through on our threat that he goes back to treatment or moves out. Tough love sucks.