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<blockquote data-quote="Iwantpeace" data-source="post: 658159" data-attributes="member: 18531"><p>Soooo tired,</p><p>First I want to say how sorry I am for the loss of your boyfriend. I so relate to you saying you wish you could fall into someone's arms and cry. It's hard to go through this alone, at times I have found myself reading these post thinking, they have a husband, someone to confide with or even to tell you everything will be okay.</p><p></p><p> We have the boarderline personality thing in common, at least that was the latest thing my Difficult Child told me he was diagnosed with and then proceeded to tell me it's all my fault. He also told me I was evil and some of the things your daughter says to you. Now, all this is always said with such hate and extreme, scary anger. Also, how I will never see my grandson, I will die alone and even that he hopes I die. One threat after another. I also have cried out on this site because of my agony over my grandson, who is my one and only. The only way I can console myself is knowing my grandson won't have to see his father treat me like that. </p><p> I literally scream in the car at times while driving because it hits me sometimes and I can't take missing my grandson. </p><p></p><p>SWOT is so right when she says don't let her know how much it bothers you because she will use it. I always act like all his threats didn't bother me from threatening to kill me, wouldn't it be ashame if my house burned down while I was sleeping, how you can get someone to do anything for money. Of course inside I was in terror but I have never acknowledged any of it. </p><p></p><p>You've gotten some great advice from others and I can't add much but how I am making it right now is his number is blocked!! This is a must for me right now. I have to have some peace to recover. I use the tools I have learned on this site, I make myself smile even when I don't want to because it releases endorphins. I do self talk out loud like a crazy person (at home). As much as I wish I didn't have to work, it does help. I see people on the street sometimes in such bad situations that I find myself thinking how much worse my life could be, then I am grateful. I think I will start a gratitude journal, to help shift my focus. Moment to moment changes. I can be feeling strong one moment and then I am hit with a reminder of why I can't go on. I do have a little motto I say, I will fake it until I make it. </p><p></p><p>My bigget source is God. Don't want to sound preachy but I know also that He will see me through this. I just need to remember it all the time. He has rescued me in my past so I have no doubt He will do it again. We are all stronger than we think we are. We are all blessed to have found this group.</p><p></p><p>You are not alone, we care, keep posting.......IWP</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Iwantpeace, post: 658159, member: 18531"] Soooo tired, First I want to say how sorry I am for the loss of your boyfriend. I so relate to you saying you wish you could fall into someone's arms and cry. It's hard to go through this alone, at times I have found myself reading these post thinking, they have a husband, someone to confide with or even to tell you everything will be okay. We have the boarderline personality thing in common, at least that was the latest thing my Difficult Child told me he was diagnosed with and then proceeded to tell me it's all my fault. He also told me I was evil and some of the things your daughter says to you. Now, all this is always said with such hate and extreme, scary anger. Also, how I will never see my grandson, I will die alone and even that he hopes I die. One threat after another. I also have cried out on this site because of my agony over my grandson, who is my one and only. The only way I can console myself is knowing my grandson won't have to see his father treat me like that. I literally scream in the car at times while driving because it hits me sometimes and I can't take missing my grandson. SWOT is so right when she says don't let her know how much it bothers you because she will use it. I always act like all his threats didn't bother me from threatening to kill me, wouldn't it be ashame if my house burned down while I was sleeping, how you can get someone to do anything for money. Of course inside I was in terror but I have never acknowledged any of it. You've gotten some great advice from others and I can't add much but how I am making it right now is his number is blocked!! This is a must for me right now. I have to have some peace to recover. I use the tools I have learned on this site, I make myself smile even when I don't want to because it releases endorphins. I do self talk out loud like a crazy person (at home). As much as I wish I didn't have to work, it does help. I see people on the street sometimes in such bad situations that I find myself thinking how much worse my life could be, then I am grateful. I think I will start a gratitude journal, to help shift my focus. Moment to moment changes. I can be feeling strong one moment and then I am hit with a reminder of why I can't go on. I do have a little motto I say, I will fake it until I make it. My bigget source is God. Don't want to sound preachy but I know also that He will see me through this. I just need to remember it all the time. He has rescued me in my past so I have no doubt He will do it again. We are all stronger than we think we are. We are all blessed to have found this group. You are not alone, we care, keep posting.......IWP [/QUOTE]
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