You all know how I can't stand my job. I hate it, detest it, loathe it, and despise it. I am looking hard for another job. So far, no luck. In the meantime I am VERY overwhelmed, stressed, and anxious. Now that it's the end of the year, the truancy rates have gotten WAY worse. I can't even enjoy my weekends anymore. They are spent obsessing about coming back to work on Monday and all the phone calls I will have to make. I am a Christian woman, and I have been taught all my life never to hate anyone, but at this points I INTENSELY dislike my new boss for completely changing my job description and making me one miserable woman! My one consoling though is that graduation is finally on June 23rd, and then the phone calls will stop for two and a half glorious months. I am anxiously counting down the days, and hoping nothing bad happens till then. I have never wanted summer vacation SO bad. I just started seeing a new therapist. So far I have only seen her once, and I go back this Thursday. Last time I saw her all she wanted to talk about was my daughter. Yes, my daughter is one huge source of stress in my life, but right now my job trumps having to deal with my daughter. I really really need help on how to deal with this horrible job anxiety. On Thursday, I am going to bring it up right away, before she can start talking about anything else. It's gotten so bad, I just know I will be obsessing all summer about going back to work in September. I don't know if I will even be able to enjoy my vacation. Wish me luck I can make it through this and I survive until June 23rd!