and a supportive thought, I could sure use it. I'll need to be off the board in a little while and won't be back on until tomorrow or Sat. There are a couple of people who have sent me contact info- I might be contacting you tonight, if it's still ok. (You know who you are LOL!) Thank you all for all your help thru everything. Tomorrow is going to be a rough day for me. I talked with my boss yesterday about getting back to work next week. He says that's fine, but gave me a head's up that things have slowed down for them and now he doesn't think they have enough to keep me busy full time, at least for a while. So, this means going back on a part time basis. That is not good. I'm trying hard to keep my head focused and stay in the here and now and deal with one problem at a time, but my mommy heart is breaking and I have never had stress coming from so many different directions at once and I just hope that I'm making good decisions for my son.