hi so im feeling a little overwhelmed by work right now. Typical I know, I'm new alot of info. To be honest it's the stories, my new cases a few are ok not so bad. Yet a few are pretty severe stuff, stuff that makes you have to take a deep breath, things i've never heard of before or seen or known of stuff. I've heard of alot. Apparently the program is booming, and there's a wait list. So, it's go go go time for me. I'm going to my first at home visit tmrw with the team leader so she can introduce me and I can get going on the case. I have to be honest, i feel like a fish out of water here. I know I keep telling myself in time I'll feel comfortable yet I take nothing lightly when it comes to assisting others and this is alot more than I thought it would be. I figured fighting docs, getting scripts, school fights, etc. yet it's a whole lot more. It's me with the mom or dad or whomever foster parents in my cases and the other person with the child and team leader we just report to and does the reports. it is well organized and stuff. Yet its like i said overwhelming. I just really really had to vent tonight. I got home and fought difficult child on hw she melted down tonight it was due to happen shes' been hanging in. Toys r us forever to exchange gifts i promised her, than dinner and now im just like done. This is why they give so much flex time. To keep our minds well. I go over the charts in detail tmrw and get the total background. ok thanks for listening to me go on. I'm not complaining i just had to share and get it out.