My ds, 13, is odd. Not a diagnosis from doctor. God forbid I ever get him to a doctor. He is non compliant about getting help, thinks there is no problem, defensive and angry. I am the absolute worst mom to be his mom. I am shy, non confrontational, feel responsible for everyone's feelings and whatever the emotions are in my home, I feel the weight of them all on my chest. Had a drama yesterday with my ds. About school work he wasn't getting done. Two wks into school. I know I need to over see everything he does and make sure it's getting done so that he doesn't fail. Otherwise he will just be in him room with door shut and on video game addidcted to. Heis not doing sports now, never wants to leave house for anything. And I am freaking out. Mostly i need to get myself to a doctor for medications which I will be embarrasses toask for. But if I dont get some anti anxiety and anti depressants iwontbeable to function at home or work. I'm scared for his future.