I dont know where to begin. My boy that came out on the other side 6 years ago is gone again. He has relapsed on heroin stealing and lying and drugging. Unrecognizable. The suboxone that saved his life 6 years ago saved his life again but not in a good way. He was using heroin and suboxone and the doctors said that if had not had suboxone in his system he would have overdosed with the amount of heroin he was using. We went through all the same **** promises made promises broken over and over. Hospital stays detoxes outpatient programs. Which he only did to try to keep the job that he was losing because of his poor attendance due to being passed out and not waking up to get to work. I finally had enough. I went to court and filed a section 35 petition to have him put away against his will. 30 days in a state prisons treatment center turned into 3 weeks he took the first bed available in a sober house because it was the only way he could get out. My mistake number 999999. I should have never accepted his phone calls he complained every day that his caseworker wasnt helping him find aftercare treatment i was so relieved that he was willing to go i looked myself. He said im not waiting for a bed i am taking the first one i find i thought if i find the place it will at least be good. Nope. Just a rooming house with a bunch of addicts living together no treatment no rehab. He has done nothing but attack me and blame me and accuse me of everything. I am barely hanging on at this point. I have no fight left. Therapy isnt helping me. My husband doesnt help my fsmily doesnt help. All i do is fight with him every second of the day. I turn my phone off and the second i turn it on it blows up with texts and calls. I dont know what to do now.