i leave today, leave difficult child tell dr. ok im going to trust you yet any medication changes at all i am to know about them prior to you doing them. ok ofcourse he tells me. i come to find out upon calling nurses station for my one token phone call tonight that difficult child is in bathroom in pain and constipated (probably due to no liquids or food) with the lithium and doctor increased her seroquel and is going to be adding on xanax!!! WTF I said are you kidding me??? your kidding me right?? i said difficult child flies manic beyond belief on any benzo i've tried 4 so far. you are not allowed Occupational Therapist (OT) make medication change with-o notifying me at all. I told them have dr. call me immediately. i called husband he said wow i can't believe this ****. you gotta pull her if he's going to do this. great. nurse also tells me that difficult child was so anxious at dinner tonight she couldnt' eat her food. how the **** is that her standing her ground and controlling the world? how she was too anxious all day to eat. i just don't get it. i go thru crying from jersey all the way to queens. that's alot of tears get ok with-this pull up in driveway text husband and tell him ok let's watch a movie tonight and try to have a marriage and be normal than this happens.