hi to everyone needed a bit of a break, still do. nothing personal just had to take care of business here and keep my head clear. putting together alot of loose ends and taking care of business. i got confirmation today that it is ms. i have 11 lesions, silly me i only located 6! i have radiologist report in hand. apparentley i've had it for quite sometime and the deterioration process has already begun. funny thing is that now since ive been to doctor and got confirmation etc my leg spasms are just about each night keeping us up. not difficult child for a change. she tapers down with her bs around 1 than my legs begin to rock and roll till about 4 or 5. what can i say? thats life. ya just never know what will get you. i was praying it was lyme's even up till the report was in hand. lol yup i'll be mad for a bit, than get over it. life's about turning lemons into lemonade so i'll be mixing up my best pitcher yet of it! i know other's have it, and cope very well. so will i. i knew it though in my heart past few years how i've been feeling i knew something was not right. yet doctor's kept saying anxiety stress etc. than lupus, etc. yet ms kept coming up in conversations with various ppl that a friend of a friend knew etc. anyway husband isn't home. i text him lol. half our life is texting. difficult child and i will be ordering in tonite, watching a movie and just taking good care of ourselves! hope everyone is well.