I read one of your responses to GCV's thread and have been thinking about you. How is your health? It sounds like your medications are still in need of stabilizing? Are you on the right ones, in your opinion? Instability just hoovers, are you getting any support, is your therapist around? I am sorry things have been hard. I just wanted you to know I was thinking about you... I just fought with the medication adjustments and the out of whack moods for a while. Hang in there, you are a serious trooper!