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Just beginning to accept the reality that I was played
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<blockquote data-quote="Jenna0823" data-source="post: 745757" data-attributes="member: 23448"><p>Thanks so much for your support. I have to wonder if she has only been clean because she is pregnant. With her other two pregnancies which are from different fathers, she has relapsed within 6 or 8 months afterwards. She doesn’t handle stress at all. Now she has been diagnosed last year with lupus. That can be painful. I just feel foolish for always being her doormat. Believing it was the drugs not my child doing this stuff to me. She feels such hatred for me. I don’t know why. She abandoned her 5 year old last year. I don’t get it. People have told me she bad mouthed me so much over the years. And here I was doing everything under the sun to keep her happy so she would stay clean but essentially I was nothing to her. Just to be used. Now that she is clean it really hurts that she has just tossed me to the curb and cut me off of course taking my granddaughter with her. But she did manage to con me on last time out of $2000 to pay her fines. Does she not care at all about me ? Am I just <img src="/community/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/2012/censored2.gif" class="smilie" loading="lazy" alt=":censored2:" title="censored2 :censored2:" data-shortname=":censored2:" /> on her shoe ? How did I raise this child. Her father is deceased and he was an alcoholic. Maybe it’s the genes. What would that mean for my granddaughters ? My heart misses my granddaughter</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Jenna0823, post: 745757, member: 23448"] Thanks so much for your support. I have to wonder if she has only been clean because she is pregnant. With her other two pregnancies which are from different fathers, she has relapsed within 6 or 8 months afterwards. She doesn’t handle stress at all. Now she has been diagnosed last year with lupus. That can be painful. I just feel foolish for always being her doormat. Believing it was the drugs not my child doing this stuff to me. She feels such hatred for me. I don’t know why. She abandoned her 5 year old last year. I don’t get it. People have told me she bad mouthed me so much over the years. And here I was doing everything under the sun to keep her happy so she would stay clean but essentially I was nothing to her. Just to be used. Now that she is clean it really hurts that she has just tossed me to the curb and cut me off of course taking my granddaughter with her. But she did manage to con me on last time out of $2000 to pay her fines. Does she not care at all about me ? Am I just :censored2: on her shoe ? How did I raise this child. Her father is deceased and he was an alcoholic. Maybe it’s the genes. What would that mean for my granddaughters ? My heart misses my granddaughter [/QUOTE]
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