Nessie
Member
My son is back in our home because he has nowhere else to go. I feel sorry for him, love him and want him to get better but none of us are happy. He is due back to the police station in 3 weeks to find out what he is being charged with- this will likely carry a custodial sentence. It’s all very bleak and depressing!
A very good friend of mine lost her 20 year old son five weeks ago to meningitis and I have struggled to not let this seriously affect me. We had many conversations during the past few years and she was fully aware of all of my sons problems and his suicidal thoughts, I truly believed our conversation would go the other way round.
Her sons funeral was incredibly hard, lots of people talking about him and all of his achievements. It just highlighted how much my son is wasting and how cruel life can be.It makes my so angry and so sad. When I left the funeral I could not stop crying, properly sobbing and then I felt horribly guilty because I knew I was crying more for my own situation.
So, for the next three weeks I’m back to limbo and killing myself trying to heal my broken family and understand what the hell went wrong. Please wish me strength
A very good friend of mine lost her 20 year old son five weeks ago to meningitis and I have struggled to not let this seriously affect me. We had many conversations during the past few years and she was fully aware of all of my sons problems and his suicidal thoughts, I truly believed our conversation would go the other way round.
Her sons funeral was incredibly hard, lots of people talking about him and all of his achievements. It just highlighted how much my son is wasting and how cruel life can be.It makes my so angry and so sad. When I left the funeral I could not stop crying, properly sobbing and then I felt horribly guilty because I knew I was crying more for my own situation.
So, for the next three weeks I’m back to limbo and killing myself trying to heal my broken family and understand what the hell went wrong. Please wish me strength