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Just spoke to difficult child.....
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<blockquote data-quote="JKF" data-source="post: 628364" data-attributes="member: 12470"><p>I was feeling a bit better yesterday but today I'm back to the heavy dread in my belly feeling. I looked this morning and he was posting all sorts of things on Facebook last night and early this morning about how he wants to die. The last post read "I'm praying this kills me... legit..." He posted it 6 hours ago and hasn't been active since. Uggggh!</p><p></p><p>You know this is what really gets me. I'm ok one day and then the next day I'm back to being a freak about things. I'm sitting here at my desk imagining him hurt or dead and there's nothing I can do about it. I have no control over this situation whatsoever. It's a horrible feeling. I got a phone call from some weird number around 9 am but I didn't answer and no one left a message. I'm assuming if there was something wrong a message would have been left right??</p><p></p><p>This is what makes me angry! The lack of control and not knowing if he's ok or not. I'm sitting here worrying and making myself sick bc I don't know if he's ok or not. I'm trying to prepare myself for the worst. The worst to me would be getting a call to come identify his body. I don't know if I can ever realistically prepare myself for something like that.....</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="JKF, post: 628364, member: 12470"] I was feeling a bit better yesterday but today I'm back to the heavy dread in my belly feeling. I looked this morning and he was posting all sorts of things on Facebook last night and early this morning about how he wants to die. The last post read "I'm praying this kills me... legit..." He posted it 6 hours ago and hasn't been active since. Uggggh! You know this is what really gets me. I'm ok one day and then the next day I'm back to being a freak about things. I'm sitting here at my desk imagining him hurt or dead and there's nothing I can do about it. I have no control over this situation whatsoever. It's a horrible feeling. I got a phone call from some weird number around 9 am but I didn't answer and no one left a message. I'm assuming if there was something wrong a message would have been left right?? This is what makes me angry! The lack of control and not knowing if he's ok or not. I'm sitting here worrying and making myself sick bc I don't know if he's ok or not. I'm trying to prepare myself for the worst. The worst to me would be getting a call to come identify his body. I don't know if I can ever realistically prepare myself for something like that..... [/QUOTE]
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