Thank you to Scent of Cedar Pasajes In a Daze Seeking Strength Albatross Recovering Enabler Child of Mine Tanya M Black Gnat Echolette And I am certainly leaving others off who have been a friend to me these past difficult years, but please forgive me as my brain has been "renting out too much space" lately, lol. It is incredible how helpful it is to go back and read old posts and to compare them with my current situation. It kind of scares me that very little changes. A few things get better, but the old patterns don't really vary that much. The pain feels very familiar. Friends, your wisdom is just as fresh now as it was 1,2,3,4 years ago. So just saying thanks. I don't need to post anything today because all I have to do is go back and read the old ones, the advice is there.