So I have been doing pretty good for awhile. Starting to feel better physically and mentally. Then My daughter starts up all over again! I keep thinking....when this happens again I am going to be strong and handle it differently....Do I? NOOOOOO I let her get me all upset and crying and feeling miserable again. Today started off really well. I had my grandson and my other daughter and I took her little boy and we got their pictures taken. They turned out really well! Then we all went back to her house and boiled eggs and colored them, and then went to my daughters inlaws for easter dinner. It was a fun day. Then my Difficult Child calls and asks me to keep my grandson another night....I love him but would like to have a little time for myself. I told her no, and told her I would bring him home around 7. Then she replies "well if he dont kick me out before you get here" (meaning her sons father) She always throws those remarks at me, trying to make me see how horrible she has it. I told her I was tired of hearing them, and then she went into one of her verbal attacks on me about how horrible of a mother I am to not let her move in with me. She says she has friends whos parents have let them move in until they get on their feet. But she does nothing to help herself! And No one cares what happens to her and she really has an awful family blah blah blah!! Well we were suppose to celebrate my grandsons 4th birthday on Sunday. I had bought him a thomas the train cake, bought plates napkins cups forks because they dont have the money. But when she yelled at me I took my grandson home gave her everything I had bought and told my grandson happy birthday. Her boyfriend says arent you coming tom. I said no and cried all the way home!! I hate that I am not strong enough to not let her bother me, so I will sit here all night being sad and bumbed out because things will never change.