I dropped difficult child I (17) off there this evening. I am feeling very uneasy and worried. I am questioning myself, wondering if I over reacted to his nuclear meltdown. As he stated "I've been worse then this Mom". But I have hit the enough is enough place. Of course I will never forgive myself if anything happens to him while he is there. I am emotionally exhausted. I feel like there's nothing out there left to try for this kid! Who would have thought having kids would be so heartbreaking>?