I have moved and am loving my new apartment. I was buying the mobile home cfd. I paid a lot of money into it, but frankely it wasn't in very good shape when I got it. It is now in worse shape because I couldn't afford to get these things fixed. I did make some improvements, new door and screeen door, new linoleum in two rooms. The original owner has a bad reputation as far as going into the home and confiscating items before you are finished moving. I will say she has been fairly reasonable working with me on house payments. I was torn over what to do. I lose my money, and she can resell the home to someone else. I called her yesterday and left a message to call me. I told her that I had moved, and we were going to clean it tonight. She became very irrate and threating. She is harassing me at work and won't stop calling. I tried so very hard to stay in the home, but it had mold and was harming my health, and I couldn't keep up the bills. The thing is, I am having a hard time with feeling badly. I never try to do anyone wrong and I feel awful, but there wasn't anything that I could do. I feel like the lowest person on earth. Ugh. I can barely walk around right now, and I do mean barely. I have a pinched nerve from getting up and down in the Uhaul, so cleaning is going slowly. I told her I want to get it cleaned first, she doesn't want to wait. I know you might not want to write that you had to leave your home in a bad way, but if someone could talk to me about this, you could pm me. My daughter in college understands how badly I feel about this, and she says I am not going to hell for leaving a home, but boy I feel ashamed. Any suggestions on how to get over this and move on?