Matt has had another massive meltdown. Not sure if he has runaway, and it will be a repeat of 2 weeks ago, or if he will just go to another part of the program for a couple of days to calm down. The treatment team and I have been going around and around all week. They have been horrible to me - but yesterday I received apologies from them. I guess we are all stressed and reacting, despite them being "professionals". I think we reached a compromise on a new plan of action for Matt. But when he was presented the revised program today he lost it. I don't the right thing to do anymore. I am so lost with this. So tired. So sad for him, so sad that life is this hard for him.