I am exhausted both physically and emotionally. I just want to pile up in bed and not do a thing. I want the kids in bed. I want some quietness in this house. And its only 6pm. My oldest had horrible tantrums at school today. And I picked him up early to go see the counselor. She said I should try and get him in with- the dr around here who is supposed to be the best for Asperger's. I have called and called and cannot get anyone to call me back. THere is a major waiting list but I am going to get him on it. I did manage to get everything accomplished today that included having the boys' taekwondo pics made today. Even tho it ignited some tantrums from E we got it done. and his pics looked great. So thankful for understanding people today who made accommodations for him. They were able to turn the flashes off because he freaks out with- bright lights.