difficult child didn't call tonight. It was a special day for me so I'd hoped he would but I guess he forgot. I'm stressing over not having a job. I've been on an aggressive hunt and am not even trying to stay in this town at this point- just within a 200 mile radius. Still, I'm not getting any interviews yet. My profession was hit very hard by the resession and is just now start to show a glimmer of survival and with the holiday weekend, I know I need to be patient. But I'm worried about whether or not my last employer is giving me a bad reference. I had worked there a long time but had to quit working full time due to difficult child issues. They knew that but aren't really the type of people to understand- their kids are all easy child's and I could tell that they blame difficult child's issues on me being a single parent. Anyway, I'm still stressing over the issue of difficult child coming home with us being slammed with more requirements than we can do. So, there's a little whine from me tonight..... got cheese?