Californiablonde
Well-Known Member
It seems like when I stop worrying about one thing, along comes another. I'm getting my license back so I don't have to worry about being arrested, so my driving anxiety is gone. Now I'm worried about sleeping. I'm sleeping just fine, but I'm worried that something bad will happen when I'm sleeping. Like sleepwalking and getting in my car and driving. I've read about it happening to some people. Or worse, having a nightmare and inavertently harming one of my kids during my sleep. It's never happened in the fifteen years I've been a mom, but I still can't shake this negative feeling. Each night before I fall asleep I panic. Each morning when I wake up and find the kids safe and sound in bed I am relieved. I am also obsessing over someone breaking into my apartment. I've recently moved downstairs from an upstairs unit and I know that now it would be so much easier for someone to break in. It's at times like these that I really wish I had a man in the house. My doctor recently put me on Paxil to see if it helps with anxiety. So far it's not helping, but it's only been a week. I guess I need to give it more time. IF you could all say a prayer or send positive vibes my way I'd sure appreciate it. Once again, the thought of going to sleep tonight terrifies me. Wish me luck.