Well I left off, we have the bug saga which I am going to have to do the majority of the cleaning up myself. No way will anyone else help me as you can imagine. I am taking all my bedding and Billy's bedding to the laundry mat tomorrow. I am also going to insist that Bucks bedding go too and then I am going to spray the mattress and all of his room completely. Thankfully I just got a new mattress and bed today...a hospital bed! I am getting a plastic cover to go over it immediately. I will spray it down though before it goes into the cover. I will also put all the clothes we have into black plastic bags which is what I have been told will kill them after I wash them and run them through the dryer. Now on to more interesting things. As I have told you before, on Tuesday I pretty much forced Buck out of the house with a pitchfork to go look for jobs. That night he made Billy stay up till after midnight putting in applications on the computer because he has no clue how to use one. One of the places he applied was Burger King. He told all of us (me, Tony and Billy) that he had an interview at Burger King on Wednesday but he stayed in his room all day Wed pouting and supposedly working on his wooden pot pipes he makes. He claims they are "Indian art". He told us that day the interview was for Thur at 4 pm. Well it just so happened that I had two doctors appointments on Thursday and I ended up in Pembroke getting my prescriptions filled at 4 pm....right near that Burger King he was supposed to be having his interview at. I just decided to go by there to see if he was there. LOL. I went in and lo and behold he wasnt. Color me shocked. I made up an excuse to the manager and told her that I was supposed to meet a friend either there or at KFC next store after they had an interview that afternoon and was wondering if they had been there. The manager told me, after checking with the asst manager, that they had no interviews scheduled for that week and in fact, had had no applicants come into the store that week. Hmmmm. Well, I went home yesterday and he wasnt home. He didnt come home until long after Tony went to bed at quarter to 10. This has never happened before. Especially since he claims he has no money for gas. Billy came home at about 10:10. That is his normal time because of where he works and how long it takes him to drive home. Billy had received a package in the mail and he and I sat in the living room talking about it and the whole Buck situation until about 10:35-10:45...not exactly sure because I wasnt watching the clock. I went into my bedroom and took my night pills and started watching tv but I turned it down low so I could hear the door if he came in. I left my door ajar so I could hear. About 11:20 I heard my door open and close. I jumped up put my pants on. In hindsight I should have just kept them on...lol but they were sitting on the floor next to my bed so it only took me about 15 seconds and I hightailed it out to my kitchen and I saw him duck into the laundry room and he was trying to stuff things into the washer to make it look like he had a reason to be there. I said...Oh, I heard the door open and shut and I needed to see who was coming into my house considering you werent here when I went to bed. He said ...Oh Ive been here since about 10:20 and I just went out to my car to get some mail I left in the car. He claimed that he went to put in his applications at the Burger King, and another place and then went to Wednesday night Church services. Uhhh, it was Thursday. And he hasnt been to church since he has been here. I just nodded and put the info in my mind to decide how to use it. When I got back to my room, Tony was standing there awake. I told him exactly what Buck had said. He just shook his head and said...he lied...F*** why did he lie? I went to bed then. Well in about 20 more minutes I heard him get back up and go into the kitchen. I was waiting for that one. I walked out there and said Buck I gotta tell you something, I know you didnt go to the interview at BK, and I know that you didnt come home at 10:20. Billy and I were in the living room until around 10:45 and both of us were still awake listening for you to come home. I heard the door open and close when you came in just a few minutes ago. He still claimed that was going out to get his mail. I said No Buck. I know when you came home. I have the ears of a parent who has heard doors opening and shutting for years. No one can get by me. My door was open and the living room door is only 15 feet from my door. Your lying and Tony knows it. It is no surprise to me why you arent trying to find work because I was married to a person who didnt want to work but this is now showing Tony that you really arent trying when he thought you were. You should have thought about that. Keep burning bridges and you wont even have one to rely on. He whined to Tony this morning that I was mean to him and said he was at a church revival not at his normal church but Tony doesnt believe him because Tony asked him how he found the revival when he hadnt left the house.