So sis found another site I have posted on and is agsin reading my posts and I admit ive posted my side but hsve only read one of her shorter posts about me. It didnt upset me but if she wants to know how I see it, she can. She may disagree, but I feel better defending myself. At this point ivdont feel like posting again. If I do, it is like she got bsck into my head. And I know my negative deeds and own them and am sorry, but I was a child then and mother didnt do any disciplining of any of us. She knows darn well the stuff she has done and I have kept the worst of it private, even in anonymous land. Anyhow, they dont change and im going back to sleep. My fractured scapula gets sore after I have been sleeping on it so I have to sit up (groan) and put heat on it,bthen ice. Will be nice to be able to sleep through the night. But, all in all, healing great. My dad, who is 91, says I got his genes...lol. I hope so. Have a peaceful night. No, I wont go back to posting at the other site. But I do feel a sense of satisfaction that she read my point of view, even though she will reject her own wrongdoing. I never thought i would ever be able to tell her. Now I have and its just more moving on.