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<blockquote data-quote="blackgnat" data-source="post: 696338" data-attributes="member: 13561"><p>I know you all are here and it's GOLDEN! I would be in SO much despair if I didn't have my warriors to lift me up...</p><p></p><p>I just wonder if i'm completely frickin SLOW at this! I get strong, then weak, ad infinitum. I'm realising that the less I hear from him, the weaker I get. Does that make sense?</p><p></p><p>When he's up my arse (apologies to anyone who is offended-I think it's an English expression and I'm a Brit, living in the USA for 31 years) I find it SO much easier to be strong, cynical, practical, less vulnerable to his bullshit, etc....But when he doesn't contact me for a while, I am putty in his hands. In that I'll think," Aww, shucks, he hasn't hit me up for anything in MONTHS, what's the harm in sending him $ 20? I spend more than that in a week on some nice wine/cake/steak/etc..."</p><p></p><p>I get that I'm being manipulated. But truly, if it's not every week or month, I sometimes don't even care. Am I a total effwit? Can anyone relate?</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="blackgnat, post: 696338, member: 13561"] I know you all are here and it's GOLDEN! I would be in SO much despair if I didn't have my warriors to lift me up... I just wonder if i'm completely frickin SLOW at this! I get strong, then weak, ad infinitum. I'm realising that the less I hear from him, the weaker I get. Does that make sense? When he's up my arse (apologies to anyone who is offended-I think it's an English expression and I'm a Brit, living in the USA for 31 years) I find it SO much easier to be strong, cynical, practical, less vulnerable to his bullshit, etc....But when he doesn't contact me for a while, I am putty in his hands. In that I'll think," Aww, shucks, he hasn't hit me up for anything in MONTHS, what's the harm in sending him $ 20? I spend more than that in a week on some nice wine/cake/steak/etc..." I get that I'm being manipulated. But truly, if it's not every week or month, I sometimes don't even care. Am I a total effwit? Can anyone relate? [/QUOTE]
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