I just need to vent. My best friend from childhood and I reconnected about 2 years ago (after not talking for almost 10 years). Things were so great. We took turns coming to see each other twice a year, we talked online during the day (when we should have been working), we even took a trip to New Orleans for a week this summer and had a blast. She and I are both stay at home moms now (our kids are in school all day though)...we always said how great that would be cause we could chat online whenever we wanted to. However since I have become a stay at home mom in the past 4 months, she is NEVER online. I really need her, my dad is dieing a slow death and there have been so many decisions I have had to make and it would make it so much more comforting to talk to my best friend. Also in the last 4 months, we have moved to a new state (she lived in florida & i lived in louisiana before), i have been uprooted from my family and well, I just wanted someone to talk to. When I call her she never answers by the way. So today I get an IM from her that just says, "sorry I just don't get online much these days". AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG To me thats like saying, gee sorry our friendship doesn't mean anything to me anymore. I just had to cry and get this off my chest, I am hurting so bad and needed her friendship desperately.