Seriously aches when I think of difficult child....I still haven't heard from her since the whole "lie" was brought to light. I did send her a text before the weekend just to say I loved her. She never responded. She posted on her Facebook last night that she is as free as a bird now. What ever that means. I also read a thread on there from last month where she was telling some one that she is homeless. I have to say it got to me. I have to remind myself that she chose to bring drugs into my house again....but my gosh it hurts so bad. Doesn't help that I have a doctor's appointment on Friday that I am a tad freaked out about. I have had cancer twice in a very uncomfortable area and the doctor found a spot she wants to remove on Friday. It is a simple office procedure but I have high anxiety as it is. My mind is going simply bananas with all sorts of morbid horrible thoughts.