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My "wonderful" weekend and suicidal ideation
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<blockquote data-quote="Childofmine" data-source="post: 637099" data-attributes="member: 17542"><p>Okay MWM. No fussing at you, altho I want to fuss at you. I get it that fussing isn't what is needed right now.</p><p></p><p>Sometimes it all is too much. It really is. And we, you, I....we feel like what's the point? I have thought, at the worst of this, well I would be better off dead because then all of this wouldn't hurt anymore. I have thought that, too. </p><p></p><p>Just thinking about your weekend, the very high high, with the baby (precious baby) and then the very low lows, first with Jumper who is your great kid, so functional. What, her too???!!! I think you would have been okay if not for 36 coming right on top of Jumper. </p><p></p><p>You know what to do, MWM. From what I know of you, and I feel like I do know you, you basically have a happy life everyday. So your percentage of good is high. </p><p></p><p>It's the other people who bring the bad. You don't bring the bad to yourself. You KNOW what to do when things get too hard. You do it every day.</p><p></p><p>You use your tools, and now, you are using your tools once again---getting help. </p><p></p><p>MWM---61 is the new 41!!! Did you know that? That's almost a....well...fact...now. A fact. MWM, I'm right here with you. I'm 58. I hate that NUMBER. I feel so 19 in my head. I am still doing all kinds of things. I am nowhere near done.</p><p></p><p>You aren't either. You have an important role to play in this world, with husband, with your children (even 36), with your job, with the things you love to do, with us, here. </p><p></p><p>Yes, life is hard. Sometimes it is almost unbearably hard. When it is, we have to step back, stand down and get help. We have to re-energize and re-fuel, after we rest, and then we are back to giving and receiving, and back to love, which is what life is all about to begin with, and to end with, anyway. </p><p></p><p>Warm hugs to a wonderful, wise, caring, giving woman. Remember: 61 is the new 41! Claim it! Own It! Love, love, love from me to you.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Childofmine, post: 637099, member: 17542"] Okay MWM. No fussing at you, altho I want to fuss at you. I get it that fussing isn't what is needed right now. Sometimes it all is too much. It really is. And we, you, I....we feel like what's the point? I have thought, at the worst of this, well I would be better off dead because then all of this wouldn't hurt anymore. I have thought that, too. Just thinking about your weekend, the very high high, with the baby (precious baby) and then the very low lows, first with Jumper who is your great kid, so functional. What, her too???!!! I think you would have been okay if not for 36 coming right on top of Jumper. You know what to do, MWM. From what I know of you, and I feel like I do know you, you basically have a happy life everyday. So your percentage of good is high. It's the other people who bring the bad. You don't bring the bad to yourself. You KNOW what to do when things get too hard. You do it every day. You use your tools, and now, you are using your tools once again---getting help. MWM---61 is the new 41!!! Did you know that? That's almost a....well...fact...now. A fact. MWM, I'm right here with you. I'm 58. I hate that NUMBER. I feel so 19 in my head. I am still doing all kinds of things. I am nowhere near done. You aren't either. You have an important role to play in this world, with husband, with your children (even 36), with your job, with the things you love to do, with us, here. Yes, life is hard. Sometimes it is almost unbearably hard. When it is, we have to step back, stand down and get help. We have to re-energize and re-fuel, after we rest, and then we are back to giving and receiving, and back to love, which is what life is all about to begin with, and to end with, anyway. Warm hugs to a wonderful, wise, caring, giving woman. Remember: 61 is the new 41! Claim it! Own It! Love, love, love from me to you. [/QUOTE]
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