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<blockquote data-quote="SeaGenieTx" data-source="post: 668107" data-attributes="member: 18773"><p>Just to hear from you all that I did nothing wrong, etc. That's all I needed... it is pure torment New Leaf I agree (and thank you for your post). </p><p></p><p>Tonight I sat down and tried to remember those that I lost (when & how old they were). Then I listed the dates of my son's arrests. Why I did this I don't know but as I wrote this out I realized, man I have been thru some **** in life and for my son to do this to me and tell me I'm psychotic and delusional, it's all my fault... wow, what a great kid I raised.</p><p></p><p>Husband died in 1992 (construction accident) - age 32</p><p>Mom died in 1996 (lung cancer) - age 63</p><p>Dad died in 2004 (colon cancer) - age 71</p><p>Oldest brother died in 2005 (lung cancer) - age 54</p><p>Remaining brother died in 2013 (alcoholism) - age 59</p><p></p><p>Son's arrests:</p><p>June 2012 - evading police, pot possession under 2 oz., 1 night in jail.</p><p>October 2013 (Halloween night - driving carload of friends to a party, speeding, arrested for possession of pot under 2 oz.), 1 night in jail.</p><p>May 1, 2014 - crashed car at 4-way stop, police showed up smelled pot, searched car, arrested he & his girlfriend, girlfriend released, son spent 1 night in jail for possession of drug paraphernalia/driving with suspended license.</p><p>August 3, 2015 - pulled over while driving girlfriend's mom's car, possession of drug paraphernalia, driving with suspended license & no insurance.</p><p></p><p>I always said if I die I just want to be remembered for being a good mother. Now I just want to be remembered as "Good lord she survived a boat load of **** thrown her way but who knew? She hid it well."</p><p></p><p>I thought God would never give me more than I could handle. Do I have a curse on me? Did I do something wrong in a previous life? I do not get it.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="SeaGenieTx, post: 668107, member: 18773"] Just to hear from you all that I did nothing wrong, etc. That's all I needed... it is pure torment New Leaf I agree (and thank you for your post). Tonight I sat down and tried to remember those that I lost (when & how old they were). Then I listed the dates of my son's arrests. Why I did this I don't know but as I wrote this out I realized, man I have been thru some **** in life and for my son to do this to me and tell me I'm psychotic and delusional, it's all my fault... wow, what a great kid I raised. Husband died in 1992 (construction accident) - age 32 Mom died in 1996 (lung cancer) - age 63 Dad died in 2004 (colon cancer) - age 71 Oldest brother died in 2005 (lung cancer) - age 54 Remaining brother died in 2013 (alcoholism) - age 59 Son's arrests: June 2012 - evading police, pot possession under 2 oz., 1 night in jail. October 2013 (Halloween night - driving carload of friends to a party, speeding, arrested for possession of pot under 2 oz.), 1 night in jail. May 1, 2014 - crashed car at 4-way stop, police showed up smelled pot, searched car, arrested he & his girlfriend, girlfriend released, son spent 1 night in jail for possession of drug paraphernalia/driving with suspended license. August 3, 2015 - pulled over while driving girlfriend's mom's car, possession of drug paraphernalia, driving with suspended license & no insurance. I always said if I die I just want to be remembered for being a good mother. Now I just want to be remembered as "Good lord she survived a boat load of **** thrown her way but who knew? She hid it well." I thought God would never give me more than I could handle. Do I have a curse on me? Did I do something wrong in a previous life? I do not get it. [/QUOTE]
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