cocomad
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I've been looking at this site off and on for a while now! I have it booked marked I know how much I need help. Today, was so horrible. I saw my son , who is full on crazy, going from dumpster to dumpster scrapping food. He is living on the streets....I tried to talk to him...I'm not sure he knew who I was. He is 35.
Been dealing with my AS for years now. It started with weed and has now progressed to heroin & meth. He got a felony a couple of years ago...He had no where to go after jail so he came to my house.
He was asked to leave our house about 2 years ago cause of his drug use. . I can't stop crying and wondering ??? Must of been a stupid parent, not strict enough, selfish...I could go on and on. I tried to be such a good person and mother. Always nice & helpful....
Coming from a family of addicts & dysfunction, I felt the need to relocate to escape the influences of family. Then no one paid any attention to us
and trash talked us. No one cares about my family. They said we were the ones that left.
Don't know what to do to help my son....
I do know that I need to help myself as I feel such a sad heart and have to carry on..............
Been dealing with my AS for years now. It started with weed and has now progressed to heroin & meth. He got a felony a couple of years ago...He had no where to go after jail so he came to my house.
He was asked to leave our house about 2 years ago cause of his drug use. . I can't stop crying and wondering ??? Must of been a stupid parent, not strict enough, selfish...I could go on and on. I tried to be such a good person and mother. Always nice & helpful....
Coming from a family of addicts & dysfunction, I felt the need to relocate to escape the influences of family. Then no one paid any attention to us
and trash talked us. No one cares about my family. They said we were the ones that left.
Don't know what to do to help my son....
I do know that I need to help myself as I feel such a sad heart and have to carry on..............