Hi all. I'm still here on the board, still reading all I can. We are hanging in there but it's hard. Good days and bad days and I'm taking everything one day at a time. I'm working on detaching but it's a minute to minute process. I not sleeping that well and have been having bad dreams. I'm working on myself. Trying to eat better and exercise. Can't say it's helping yet but one day at a time. I try not to look to far into the future right now. Hugs to all of you. This is a terrible thing to go through but you are wonderful people and I'm so glad I found you.