Well, I have been having panic attacks and depression due to the stress of my family and now it is getting worse. Here is what the latest with my daughter is. She went to Missouri last year as some of you may remember and that was because she was homeless. She stayed a bit with her adult disabled daughter then got a job and small apartment, in rather quick succession because her disabled daughter was living with a woman who pushed it and said she would either do that or sleep in her van. So, she worked for a while, but had continuing issues. Her health, her transportation, and on and on. So, she lost that job early this year. But then the disabled daughter and her 5 mo. old baby boy moved in with her and just last night the disabled daughter told my daughter that she no longer wanted to be a mother and was planning to take her son to the fire station and give him up. The disability is a mental one, some form of mental health problems that have existed since childhood. She has been on disability since age 7. Now she does not want her son, and the job (first job she has ever had), I believe she will either lose or quit, leaving all of them with no income. I was on my way to my mothers doctor appointment and was late, my daughter texting me this, and I told her to call me as I could not text, she has not called. I can't take this pain any more of always worrying and having to wonder when the other shoe drops. it is just too much. I do know that I can't fix this but who is going to fix me? I am broken over all this drama all the time.