I pretty much do just stay at home and do nothing... I have no life.
HaoZi...
You're feeling down. Our feelings affect how we interpret what we experience from the world around us.
So listen... 'cause I've been there.
We don't "have a life" either. None of us - not even K2 who is almost easy child. We, collectively, have devoted our lives to giving K1 a chance at growing up and having a life. Because we're prepared to do this, friends and family desert - there's no possible way we need to be so rigid - what do you mean he can't go to all-night sleepovers, play hockey at 2am, etc. because everyone else his age does - ad nauseum. So we run solo. No support. Anywhere.
Well - NOT QUITE. We found
this board. We're not totally alone. And we're not useless.
We learn things from each other. You share your experiences. I share mine. And between all of us collectively, its amazing how often we help someone else unravel some of the knottiest problems.
You're part of that too.
You do NOT
just stay home and do nothing.
You are a warrier parent with an extremely challenging child to raise.
THAT is a full-time job and more, because its 24/7 with no relief.
It just happens to be one of the toughest jobs in the world.
I'm the analytical type - sometimes, husband has to get me to trim my screen time, because I don't have enough of me left for "real life".
But I know what you mean about doing research, and then running into all sorts of negative stuff.
REMEMBER - most of these stories come from kids who don't have a warrier parent.
'Nuf said about that!
Its the start of a new school year. Your difficult child is anxious, and so are you. Totally understandable.
How can you find ways to manage your anxiety, so that it doesn't make her anxiety worse? And so that you can lead by example, and help her manage her anxiety also?
Someone said: "There is no point in dwelling on the past, unless there is something I can learn from it; there is no point in worry unless there is something I need to change."
Hang in there. Keep your chin up.
You are both going to get through this.
The new year will start... and you will take it as it comes.
Just like the rest of us.
(thanks for reminding me that I'm getting caught on the worry-rocker again!)