Today? Okay, lately. I KNOW there's lots to do. I look around me and want it done. Just can't seem to get started. Maybe I need to make a list... sometimes that helps. Just too much going on in my head... The house is a MESS IEP's Meetings at school difficult child 1's grades difficult child 2's grades Upcoming neuropsychologist evaluations husband still sleeping too much husband needing higher medication levels but me not able to just come out and tell him I think he's crazy because then he'd think I'M crazy... Need to do our taxes Finding an affordable dress for bro's upcoming wedding Am I going to the wedding? The house is a MESS sister in law #3's birthday next week sister in law #2's birthday two weeks later What are we doing for Easter? The bridal shower easy child's birthday two weeks after that The house is a MESS The potential eruption when easy child realizes she's going to a new school next year... More layoffs coming at husband's company... Will he be spared again? Will we ever crawl out of debt? Getting difficult child 1 registered for highschool difficult child 2's middle school tour(s) and registering him Reordering everyone's medications... Dentist appointments psychiatrist appointments Getting difficult child 1 signed up for Crohn's camp... Did I mention our TAXES? And that my house is a MESS? I think, I will have another cup of coffee and get ready to go help at school. And then maybe I'll vaccuum... But it's SO beautiful outside today... perfect for lounging on a chair and watching the chickens scratch in the dirt... Where's someone to kick my beehind into gear when I need them?