Today was not a good day pain-wise, in fact I slept pretty much all day. I go in for knee surgery on the 15th. After yesterday's vehicular BS, and calling Useless Boy to tell him yet again he needs to step up, I needed the down time. I'm nervous about the surgery, with a general anesthetic, and recovery time. I'm worried about when I'll be able to go back to work, I'm worried about finances, and on and on. About 7 this evening I get a call from Miss KT. She says my mother wants her child support check. Side note - she wanted monetary compensation for putting her life on hold to raise my child, and I pass on the same amount I was awarded when Useless Boy and I divorced. I felt that was fair, since Miss KT is not living here. It p'd me off, though, that she wants it tomorrow. Is this in case I don't wake up from the surgery? Or I have to spend time in the hospital? I am definitely not feeling the love here. Or too much concern. And then, when I try to tell Hubby how I'm feeling, he starts interrupting like he does, telling me what I should be doing and how I should be feeling, and not even attempting to listen to me. I'm angry that my mother is more concerned about a check than about my surgery. I'm hurt that Hubby didn't listen. I'm worried about the surgery itself and any and all complications. And I'm feeling very alone right now.