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<blockquote data-quote="Lil" data-source="post: 649851" data-attributes="member: 17309"><p>You are so much stronger than I am. I am not in awe of other mothers...I'm torn apart by jealousy. I'm eaten up with envy. I would give this burden ... this relationship ... this child ... to ANYONE to have what they have. I'd give it to my best friend; to my brother. I'm so tired of hurting...so tired of being disappointed...so tired of tears and regrets and sorrow. And he's only 19. There are times I truly don't know how I will survive to see him 21.</p><p> </p><p>It's one of those days where the tears just seem to flow of their own accord. </p><p> </p><p>Sorry Tanya...sometimes I feel like a g.f.g...with the "it's all about me" attitude. <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite10" alt=":oops:" title="Oops! :oops:" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":oops:" /> I hope that FB alert goes off soon and yours is back on the radar. While half (3/4?) of the time I wish I'd never hear from him...not knowing would be harder.</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Lil, post: 649851, member: 17309"] You are so much stronger than I am. I am not in awe of other mothers...I'm torn apart by jealousy. I'm eaten up with envy. I would give this burden ... this relationship ... this child ... to ANYONE to have what they have. I'd give it to my best friend; to my brother. I'm so tired of hurting...so tired of being disappointed...so tired of tears and regrets and sorrow. And he's only 19. There are times I truly don't know how I will survive to see him 21. It's one of those days where the tears just seem to flow of their own accord. Sorry Tanya...sometimes I feel like a g.f.g...with the "it's all about me" attitude. :oops: I hope that FB alert goes off soon and yours is back on the radar. While half (3/4?) of the time I wish I'd never hear from him...not knowing would be harder. [/QUOTE]
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